Last night's homework made me realize something. I had quite an emotional day and I almost said fuck it to the homework. I felt too tired but I decided to do it anyway. The assignment was about limiting beliefs.
So I had to write dreams and then write what my limiting belief was, what I told myself about this dream basically.
I have no problem writing dreams, I dream big and quite enjoy going all out with dreams. When I dream of my dream house, it's complete with color scheme and type of trees surrounding it. That how big and vivid my dreams are.
So off I go writing probably way too many dreams but when it came to writing what I thought about it ....there was a very evident pattern.
Anything that was stuff (possessions/money) or something done entirely on my own, like fitness goals or big projects. No matter how crazy or outlandish those dreams were. My brain went automatically to ideas on how I could achieve them .....never once doubting myself.
But.........
Anything that involved Friendships/relationships my brain told me the vilest most demonic things, things I would never say to another human
You are not good enough
You don't matter
Nobody likes you
Why would they hang out with you ?
You don't have anything to offer
You are not lovable
You are too difficult and annoying
You are too much trouble
You are weird
Why would somebody want to do that with YOU?
I was horrified I've always considered myself as somebody with confidence. I knew I had some issues with relationships but this really was an eye-opener for me. No wonder I can decide to renovate my house on my own but have panic attacks when I want to ask somebody out for a cup of coffee even if I know them well.
I sure hope this exercise is going to help on how to overcome this because I don't like it. If they don't I'll have to get some of Katya's Krisis Kontrol 😉 to control the demonic voices in my head
I Love this Queen so much hahaha
I also had a beautiful hike with my dogs today ....taking selfies with dogs is pretty much impossible haha
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